“life will be better in spring”

November 2010 December 2010 January 2011

I guess i better start to write blog. oh man. This week is my hard week. Trainings and school work.

Woke up in the morning and fought with him. I thought of going tampines with him and walk around. But you know what? He didn't wake me up and then after arguing, he use his mum as a reason ??? and i totally fed up and just throw my phone away.

Thats not a issue for me. A big issue for me now is at 1am later, i have to sent my grandmother to airport. As she is going to Haji. Thats why I dun mind saying to him not to contact me. Because I losing something which is much more precious. Somebody who had taken care of me since I was a baby. She is like my own mother and I called her MOTHER.
She would be going off for 1 month to Makkah and Madinah at Saudi Arabia. I'm feeling down not because i lose him. Because I would be living without my precious for 1 month and i didn't realise that actually i depend on her a lot.

May God would take care of her health over there. God, please bring her there and back here safe. I really need her in my life and I haven't repay her greatness towards me. Amin.

Actually today i was suppose to da High Elements at school from 8am to 12pm. BUT i woke up late. And and also its raining. So yeah. Planning to meet the capoeirista at 2 pm at tamp as we need to find the logistic for the performance.

Will update soon. May my this blog last long. :P