“life will be better in spring”

November 2010 December 2010 January 2011

Its really disappointing. I accepted you back a lot of times. And at least change uh. But u still want to talk to me harshly, you still stick to what you are. Then like i told you, get lost. I don't need a guy like you in my life.

Isn't it stupid for somebody to ask what to do. If I die, will you still want to ask me what to do?? and put all the blame on me. I don't mind. Now I keep my mouth shut. Never open my mouth anymore. Never open to say I love you or i miss you. I close my ears now so that I won't hear you saying I love you or I miss you. I will stop breathing in so that i would not smell your essence at all. I will break my arms so that I could avoid from hugging you anymore. I will break my legs so that I won't run to you anyway.

This would be the last.. My heart breaks to pieces. Thank you for everything ya..